Project 365
Starting on July 31st 2017 Jack began writing a new “Blog” daily with the goal of doing 365 in a row without missing a day. Each written piece was published on the day written.
This collection contains all 365 pieces written and published through the duration of the project plus an additional final one on the 31 of 2018.
Instead of finishing the project with a clever bang, Jack takes the occasion to briefly list the four most helpful things he learned to not give up during the course of the project.
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Writers Block. On the last day. What’s the point? I already know what I want to write about. I’m done with a large portion of it already. All nice and typed up. But what I was originally writing about felt fake. Instead I will share 4 lessons I’ve learned in the last 365 days of daily writing. They’ve helped me immensely and will continue to be used in all my other work.
1. There is no such thing as writers block. If you don’t know what to write about, write about that feeling. Or write an explanation of what you’d like to write about but can’t find the words for. Every time I used this trick, writers block literally became the subject of the work. It gave me a weird opportunity to psychoanalyse myself. Reflect.
2. Scheduling writing into every day way crucial. It only became easy to write daily once I’d planned it ahead of time. It’s like an imaginary deadline that has to be met. A level of imaginary stress builds up as the deadline arrives. Before I know it my brain jump starts the engine and begins to pump ideas in desperation. And poof. It happens. Ideas long before I reach the keyboard..
3. Ignore the audience. Write what you find interesting first. Then edit it to be understood by the audience. If you love what you’re writing it’ll write itself. If it feels like work it’ll be stressful and take a toll on you. In my experience this took the form of experimentation. I would try out various writing tricks or test my skills with entirely different forms or writing. Other times it would just be a reach into a topic others feel uncomfortable discussing. If readers don’t like it they don’t have to read it. Once editing I decide how to word it to best convey it to a reader.
4. Don’t worry about how it sounds on the first go. The existing text can be edited, but it must first be written. This is basically a take on “Write Bad.” In allowing myself to write poorly first, to exploit the general idea, I discovered much more time existed on the tail end of the session to make the work read the way I want. I could edit for as long as I wanted knowing if time runs out I’m always finished.
That’s it. No epic boom. No party. Nothing more. Just for tips that helped ease 365 days of original content.
Don’t know what’s next. Probably more of this.
At a pace I feel more comfortable with.
It’s hard to deal with change. But it’s hard to deal with change only because we believe it’s hard to deal with change. Change is impossible..
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Troubled by freedom. The thought of it.
The cage opens and the creature, too scared to leave, quivers at the door.
Long within the bar box. The concept of walking the grass is nauseating.
Overwhelming to not know the other side of the hill.
Perhaps a storm lives there.
Although no phobia for water, there is fear of getting wet.
Never once does it occur to raise the half empty glass to the crying sky.
One of the paintings is crooked and I can’t stop looking.
Jekyll in the lab, but hide when there’s no distraction.
Rhythm was the meditation.
Songs no longer play with open eyes.
Abandoning systems to rise above.
The realization, that which was left was but a fraction of the picture.
Safe outside the cage. Just a bigger box out there.
The question should never be “who?”
It should always be “why?”
Understanding of the reasons should always come before the realization of the conclusion.
Focus on things that exist without reason and get to the root.
A hole must first be found before it can be patched.
An entire story summed up in the last paragraph. Only five sentences.
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“Next time a fairy wakes you to go on an adventure into the demon realm, call me,” Adam says playing with the pendant he brought back. Still it glows with the energy of the demon now trapped inside.
“Eliza will love it,” Ralf says. “She wouldn’t have been able to escape without your help. That’s all she cares about.”
Fight through. What’s on the other side is worth the isolation, focus and hard work.
You have to live for your own goals.----------------------------------------------
Tic, tick, toc, tock
The gray, oh how grey it is
Peaking while peeking
Was told what the toll was
Armed up I’ve got them with their arms up
Cuz, you’re your cause ‘cause you the jerk always jerking off
Duck the low flying duck
Get blown by some bitch seeking blow
One with a red bow in her hair, she bowed arrow in hand bow in the other
Bearer of hearts barer apart than together
Plan a route to the root of the problem
But banned the band from coming
Weigh what matters and take the rest out of the way
Wonder why’d the wide issue fade
Most of our reason go unconsidered. We don’t stop to question ‘why?’ We come up with an answer and roll with it. When the only true answer can be discovered through search, not manufactured.
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For a second in space time, wrapping my spaced mind around disgraced slime
Faced with stress I hide my face, lies, and chase distracting mistakes, stand idle in place
Might faint, fried, just to cry under my face
The sound is too loud to shout it out of the crowd so drown it down
Won’t wait a few seconds after pulling the pin to toss the damn thing
Take cover and hope my ears don’t ring
Sebastian finally finds a Gargoyle. Nothing how he expected it would be. And he’s forced to fight for his life.
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30 feet tall, the size of a small house, the gargoyle stands before Sebastian. It’s body covered in rough stone armor. It shrieks like Godzilla and spreads its hundred foot wingspan across ready to pounce.
Sebastian finds himself caught between excitement and fear. He found exactly what he came to see. Events unfolding different than he’d imagine them. He takes off dashing into the woods.
Again, the gargoyle shrieks. It stomps behind Sebastian crashing down the trees as it proceeds. It gains on the boy with each slow giant step.
The woods tear apart behind Sebastian with the roar of an earthquake. The ground beneath his feet shakes viciously. He can barely keep his footing. Noting the gargoyle closing in he opts to attack it instead. He turns around and unloads one beam of deep purple energy out from the palms of his hands. They ineffective against the creature. The panic sends Sebastian running again.
“I didn’t even scratch it,” he says. “What am I going to do?”
He thinks back to whether or not he’d read about a weakness in Isaiah’s book, but only it’s armor was explained.
“If I can get rid of it’s armor I can attack that weak point,” Sebastian says out...